Household ‘Tendings & Visualizations - #1
By Staff Writer: Paganus Greybeard
Quiet household -
Family away for day -
Soltary household ‘tending -
Magus-In-Training being mundane…..
Cat crying -
Cat brushed and combed -
Cat purring -
Nap time in chair.
Flowering plant -
Floating hummingbird -
Rapid moving stillness.
Quiet moments of thought -
Unseen options found -
Plans contemplated.
Dog barking -
Noise outside -
Guarding.
Clock ticking -
Eternities drumbeat.
Silent House -
Empty House -
1 cat -
1 dog -
All others gone -
No Companions -
No Familiars -
House slowly winning battle -
House slowly returning to silent and empty -
All who were here and gone dead -
So many gone -
So many dead -
Who is next? -
Who will this House kill next? -
This House does not want anyone here -
This House wants to be alone -
So soon it shall be.
Sitting here -
Thinking and writing here -
Being Magus -
BardicMagus/Priest-in-Training -
Being Solemn Solitary -
Seeking understanding -
Attempting to ‘visualize’ options -
‘Seeing’ only dark nightmare scenarios -
Rejecting & blocking darkside’s waking nightmares -
Not empowering nightmares -
Not giving dark scenarios any existence -
Attempting to focus on simple, basic objective -
‘Self-test’ objective -
Can I ’see’ this objective? -
Can I really do this? -
So far all I get is more static -
More ‘failure-mode’ disruptions -
More disasters and desecrations -
Concentrating & Focusing -
Focusing & Concentrating -
Invocations -
Convocations -
Dedications -
Consecrations -
Forward Upward Light -
Concentrate & Focus -
Focus & Concentrate -
I can do this -
I must do this -
I will do this…..
As I ‘tend My household -
‘Tend My tasks and chores -
I make efort -
Contrated effort -
to accomlish My ’self-test’ ’seeing’ -
Simple enought objective -
What will I find on the MysticWitch Forum boards
when I get there? -
A new entry? -
A new commentary? -
Perhaps even a U2U from somebody? -
Can I ’see’ this? -
I can only do -
There is no try.
Concentrate & Focus -
Focus & Concentrate -
and run the recycle and trash out to the bins -
Do this -
Do this -
Fauggghhh -
Headache and a sneezing fit -
that is what I get -
I am still not good at this…..
I sit here thinking -
Concentrating & Focusing -
Focusing & Concentrating -
Attempting to ‘visualize’ -
Just what do I ’see’? -
Just what is there to ’see’? -
Anything?…..
To - Be - Continued…..